Dark's Locker

She began to tear again knowing the deed she had doen would make him hate her she opened her mouth to speak but insted she broke out in tears . She knew that she had betrade him so she urned away and ran off in tears . as she ran she tought "i knew it i\..iknew it i really screwed up this time!! I cant even open my mouth to say 2 words im so stupid!! why did i do it?!?!?! what go into me!?!?!".

She couldnt speak she opend her mouth and nothing came out and all she wnted was to fade away and never to be seen again she kept tring but tnothing happened for the monemt she was shamaed to even call herself a person. She had betraed him and she was sick of feeling so worthless. yet she kept tring to speak with tear streaming down her face.

She couldnt speak but she kept tring her eyes still streaming tears she felt so guilty for what she had done . she kept hoping that all of this would end she wanted to fde away and not be seen so bad. she felt that if she didnt exsist then none of this would happen.

she had no idea what to think when he kissed her she only felt 10 times worse. she opend her mouth and she could finnaly speak. "w-we went farther than just a kiss.............in so srry." She let the tears stream down her face again.

she smiled slightly knowing that her guilt would eat her alive. for a spilt second she saw nothing but darkness from her eyes. her eyes widend the she blinked a few times. the guilt still contiued to eat her alive yet she ketp the little smile on her face showing kuni that she would be ok.

She shruged. "i -idk.............'

Going around the corner on his skateboard, he broke his promise. His heart scolded him for running away like that. His mind yelled at him for being a coward. His pride slowly melted into nothing but slippery butter, laying there to be stepped on. Feeling it solidify again, Dark knew that it was going to be one thing after another. He knew that if he were to take Nikki into his arms in front of Raikuni, it would be like punching him in the gut. He knew that if he said the forbidden words it would tear his wall of trust down. Dark couldn't do it.

But he can. He can do it. And he will. He had to show that he will take full responsibility for what happened. He wasn't going to run away. He's not a coward and he won't allow for his own mind to say so. Most of all, he had some stirring feelings for Nikki. He wasn't going to throw them away. Not again will he shut himself away.

Coming back from his thoughts, he looked up to see Raikuni hugging Nikki. He skated a little faster towards them, feeling a little jealous. Holding back the chain that lassoed Jealousy, he finally reached them, Jealousy moving back into its "cage". Slowing down, he heard Raikuni say "So... You're dating Dark now?". Opening his mouth, he answered for her, his voice coming out low and smooth as it always has been.

"Yeah.....Hey Nikki....I'm sorry....for...." Dark had no clue what he was sorry for. He had no clue what to say exactly. But he knew one thing; to make sure that Nikki knows and gets the memo that he likes her. At this moment, all he could do was just stand there, helpless and yearning for her touch.

she turned to dark and looked at him with her red eyes she sniffled and smiled slightly. "h-hi daark...r u ok?" She wiped her eyes once more stil feeling kinda bad for whta happened she smiled again starting to try to feel better.

Confused on why Raikuni just left, he waved to him, yelling a "Later bro..." after him. Turning to Nikki, he pulled her into his arms, hugging her firmly, yet gently. He slowed his breathing and pressed his cheek against her wet ones. "Want to come over to my place later today....?"

She shruged nd looked down shaking her head "i-idont knw............" she sighed "m-maybe next time ok?" She said befor turning and picking up her back pack.

As he felt her walk away from him, he opened his eyes, blinking again to feel something drop from his cheek. Not again.... The sound of his teardrop seemed to have echoed in his ears. I..won't fall into depression again...Not again... Clearing his throat, he shook his head, feeling the teardrops swing away from his face.

Grabbing her hand, he stifled an infinite sigh. "I'm sorry...I hurt Raikuni...and I hurt you...I am sorry...I....don't...want..." He couldn't finish, not with his voice sounding as if he had a tree stuck inside of it. His voice came out very hoarse, very much the opposite of his normal soothing tone. The only thing he wanted to do right now was hug her, but he felt as if she were too distant. He felt that if he reached for her that he would just fall into the cracks that formed between him and her.

she turned back to himand gave him a sweet smile. "its ok dark............" She smiled the came back up to him and hugged him .Thata hug made her feel like she was ok then. She smiled once more looking into his eyes , she had that same feeling as she had with him befor.

That hug resolved all of his problems. He smiled through his pained, sorrowful tears and he hugged her tightly; as she pulled away and looked into his eyes, he still held her. His eyes connected with hers for that moment, his mind numbing as he leaned forward, closing his weak eyes. His dry lips met her own lips, his heart galloping, his arm around the shape of her body, his tongue crying for more.

She kisses him and hugs him one more time befor smilingat him.